I've Reached This Point

by lazylazy

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1.
02:54
2.
04:30
3.
03:43
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6.
02:27
7.
01:46
8.
03:23
9.
02:50

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released February 22, 2018

Written and produced by Avinoam Henig.
Akiva Henig played drums on tracks 1, 2, 3, and 8.
Zoe Berg sang on track 5.

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Track Name: I'm Free
I know you're thinking 'bout skipping town
I know you found a little hole in your heart
You wish no one would hold you back
You wish that you would take a chance
You want to think about yourself for a while
You want to fulfill every desire
Look at your window like jail bars
Wondering what's out there in the dark

In the little life you've got
You know you wanna take a shot
They may say you're living right
Why are you dissatisfied
I never shake my head
Or ever look back in regret
If you wanna know what it's like
Then come and take a ride with me
'Cause I'm free

I know you've searched for a place in life
But all you found was a place to hide
Desperately wanna be part of the show
But you sit in a corner let the night grow old
You see the girls in the city streets
Smiling and laughing and the sound of the beat
You know it feels like a stab in heart
Painfully bringing you back to the start

In the little life you've got
You know you wanna take a shot
They may say you're living right
Why are you dissatisfied
I never shake my head
Or ever look back in regret
If you wanna know what it's like
Then come and take a ride with me
'Cause I'm free

Is it always gonna be so hard
Is it always gonna be so hard
Ohhh, so hard
Is it always gonna be so hard, ohhh
Track Name: Lightning
You were always gonna be my friend
You were always gonna be my friend

I wasn't gonna be your savior
You weren't gonna be my lightning
I wasn't gonna be your savior
You weren't gonna be my lightning

I need death if I want life
You wanna feel as if we won't die
We weren't gonna be forever
Your eyes are lit so I don't tell you

There was a time I really wanted, wanted you
Wanted, wanted to hey
All my life I only wanted something new
Wanted something to change

If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear
If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear
If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear
If I cry we will wash away if I blink we will disappear

You are always gonna be my friend
You are always gonna be my friend

I wasn't gonna be your savior
You weren't gonna be my lightning
I wasn't gonna be your savior
You weren't gonna be my lightning

Why won't you let yourself fear fear
Is it not enough that we are both here
We weren't gonna be forever
How the hell did we get here

There was a time I really wanted, wanted you
Wanted, wanted to hey
All my life I only wanted something new
Wanted something to change

Oh now why won't you smile
Now why won't you smile
Now why won't you smile

Oh I want you to smile
I want you to smile
I want you to smile

Oh now why won't you smile
Now why won't you smile
Now why won't you smile

Oh I want you to smile
I want you to smile
I need you to smile

I wasn't gonna be your savior
You weren't gonna be my lightning
I wasn't gonna be your savior
You weren't gonna be my lightning
Track Name: Sold Out
Give me the sun, give me something I want
I’ve been holding on this chip for far too long
I’ve been so down, I’ve been so down

I’ve given some, but it's all that I have
Give me something I can say, give me more than I have
I’ve been sold out, I’m sold out

Give me a say, give me sorrow and pain
Give me solace in the sound of emotional drain
It’s been so long, I’ve been so sound

Don’t want a mouth if it’s silenced in time
I can’t hold back my tears if I’m left out this time
I’ve been sold out, I've sold out

Sold out
Sold out
Sold out
Sold out

Give me a sound and the eye of the crowd
Give me life I want a spot, there I said it out loud
I’ll be so loud, I’ll be sold out
Track Name: 27 Milliseconds
Twenty-seven milliseconds and I'm facing the ground
I was looking down, I was looking down
Twenty-seven milliseconds and I'm facing the ground
I was looking down, I was looking down

Oh no, you don't know where you're going next
You think you've got it all right before you fall

Twenty-seven milliseconds and I'm facing the ground
I was looking down, I was looking down

Oh don't lose track of time
Take all the time you find

Twenty-seven milliseconds and I'm facing the ground
I was looking down, I was looking down

Oh no, you don't know where you're going next
You think you've got it all right before you fall
Oh don't lose track of time
Take all the time you find

Twenty-seven milliseconds and I'm facing the ground
I was looking down, I was looking down
Track Name: The Lonely Dark
Remember when you slipped in your first knife
Remember all the blood in the brilliant night
You were a soul, stuck in a hole
Looking for a way you could get out

You didn't know that you'd want more
Now think of all the bodies buried beneath the floor
You were a hand, stuck in a plan
Think of all the ways that you got out

Are you taking a walk on a summer's eve
Through a lonely park in dark
The lonely dark

Think of all the lives that you could take
Think of all the people and the smiles they fake
They're all liars, scared and alone
Think of all the ways that they could break

Are you taking a walk on a summer's eve
Through a lonely park in dark
The lonely dark

Tell me that you heard every word that I said
I must be a liar when you look in my eyes
Tell me I'm alive on a Saturday night
Tell me that you're mine on a Sunday morning
Are you gone, why aren't you snoring

Think of all the eyes that you have seen
Coming alive then falling asleep
You are mad, stuck in a cruel land
Think of all the ways that you could leave

Don't stick the knife in yet my friend
It isn't quite yet the end
Don't stick the knife in yet my friend
It isn't quite yet the end
Don't stick the knife in yet my friend
It isn't quite yet the end
Don't stick the knife in yet my friend
It isn't quite yet the end
Track Name: You
You’re looking at me
I know that face
You think you can help me
Understand
This mess that I am
You know me too well

But all that I want
Is you
It’s hard to stand so close to you
When I know
That I can’t
Hold you tight in my arms

I should never have said
All those things that I meant
‘Cause now you’re sorry for me
And I can’t even breathe

You’re looking at me
I know that face

I wondered how you felt
What you thought
I wondered if you knew
How I felt

You’re face felt so warm on my shoulder

Your eyes radiate light
Like stars in the night
Your life burns so bright
One spark makes it alright

You’re looking at me
I know that face
Track Name: My Love
I'll just sing
A simple song for you, my love
So I won't bite my tongue at the thought
'Cause you give me so much more than I give you
So give me a chance to make it up to
And I'll just sing
A simple song for you
My love

And I'll just sing
A simple song for you, my love
So I won't bite my tongue at the thought
'Cause you give me so much more than I give you
So give me a chance to make it up to
And I'll just sing
A simple song for you
My love
Track Name: Instinct
You felt trapped so you took a pill
Spin through the air as you tumble
Might as well be standing still
I wish i could show you something real

I could tell you I feel like shit
‘Cause nothing that I do is worth it
I can’t decide to commit
I wish i gave it all to instinct

You felt lonely so you drank
To take the edge off being human
You felt alone so you moved
To the mountains by a lake filled with blue

Cry ‘cause we should do what we’re told
You’re lucky if your passion is sold
Do what you need to get by
Live your life so you can grow old

We’re all told to play our part
This is tearing us apart
We're not all built to play our part
This is tearing us apart

We’re all told to play our part
This is tearing us apart
We're not all built to play our part
This is tearing us apart
Track Name: Jump
I've gone
Out from the darkness
Into the light
Into the fire inside my mind

And I wanna stay there
I'll make it in time
Oh please don't disappear

Where have you gone now
Every day
Seems like an honest mistake

The faster I'm running
The higher I get
The closer I am to being set
Free

And every summer
I'd see you again
And we'd act like we pretend

And every winter
The rain would fall again

And you could just decide
That nothing matters at all
But it gets hard
The closer that you get

And everybody says that they're alright
But we don't even know what's in our minds
Don't you want to be the one who fights?
And say that you will run into the light

So I keep on running
The higher I get
The closer I am to being set

And once I get up there
It seems so very clear
I either jump or live in fear

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